what do you want

what do you want, i ask
“your whole” you whisper
its not in me anymore
how do I offer myself to you
I don’t belong anymore

what is it you want, i ask again
“smile! laugh! live!” you utter
its not in me, I have no me anymore
I can’t awaken and live anymore
I died ages back

We stop and turn
we don’t ask questions anymore
we don’t wish the answers to bleed